hey....i am not a writer.I have never done this before.I never share my personal feelings with anyone.Although i am very much close to my family.But still......
Even i have never shared this with my best friend. hmmmm i am having a best friend Anushka.
she is an idiot,a dumbo.but but i like her.
You are thinking about my boy friend.......NO NO NO.....NEVER
i am 22 years old..I know its strange.but i don't have any Boyfriend..not at all
Listen i am not fatty or ugly.Its just i don't want anyone.I love my family so much
OKey My crush.....feeling strange..that i am talking about him.
You know he is love of Anushka. O yes my best friend Anushka
I don't know why the hell i started thinking of him.Actually its about one year ago,Anushka had a breakup,so used to call me daily and she used to weep daily about that Ex.And And she used to tell me daily that she had a friend who consoles her in the similar way like i do.Okeyy Let me tell you about one coversation
Anushka:-Yaar why the hell it happened with me
Me-Dont worry dear whatever happens that happens for the best.You are nice.God always does good to good persons.
Anushka:-You know what All what you told me. Smarth told me the same.He is just like you.He says exactly similar things like you.
Me:-ohh..who is Smarth
Anushka:-O yr i told you earlier he proposed me once.But i denied because of this idiot who just destroyed my life.But smarth is too good
Me:-yeah
Anushka just called me in the evening hey lavanya just come on group i have created.(she created a group of three members me,she and one more)
i checked my mobile phone
Anushka:-hey lavanya meet my childhood friend.parkash
Me:-(no reply)(i was thinking what is she doing who the hell he is)
One more message in group and the name was smarth
Smarth: hii
Me: O so smarth khanna is your childhood friend.
Smarth:-haha
Anushka:-hey lavanya meet smarth ..smarth meet lavanya.She is my best friend.On other window she is scolding me for creating this group.
smarth:Hey lavanya its not like that i just asked anushka about her best friend.Dont take things in the wrong manner:
Me:-no i am not saying anything.
smarth:okkey:)
(peace in the group)
Anushka:-Say something guys
Smarth:-I think your friend don't want to talk to me.
Anushka:-Haha..lavanya say something.
Me(at home):No,i am actually not at home.i will talk to you later.
Smarth:Okkey.
For few days i was behaving with him as he is a culprit or kidnapper. B'coz i was just like a sweet simple girl.who was a book-warm. A studious girl.Words like Boys,B.Fs were not part of my dictionary.I never got attracted towards anyone.My classmates used to tell me that you are strange.Girls used to ask me that are you a girl and boys.........omg.
One day karan asked me why dont you understand anything.Karan my classmate.He used to message me daily.He was helpful.but I was not having any kind of feeling for him.Like him i was having other friends who were always there for my help
Harmeet and vishal
Okkey..Now smarth 2 months we had conversations.I used to talk to him daily but only anushka used to be with us in group.We never communicated personally on personal chat window.
Once smarth sent a message in group
Smarth:-hey beautiful girls:
Me(Lavanya):=(i read but i did not reply.i was waiting for anushka to reply)
Smarth:- I think no one thinks that she is beautiful.
(again no reply.Anushka was busy i think)
after few days it became my habit to communicate with him.and now i was able to communicate in group without anushka as well.
After few more days ring of message became more important for me.
i never saved his number in my phone.
We never called each other as friends but we used to communicate.Once anushka got angry.As me and Smarth were just repying each other on group.She might felt bad.After that she did not send any message on the group. I sent a personal message.
Me:-hey anushka what happened
Anushka:-nothing.I am busy
Me:-Tell me, any problem??
Anushka:-No ,not at all
Me:okkey
after that smarth sent messages of hello ,where are you both
(No reply)
11:30 pm A message on my phone.
Message on my personal chat window by unsaved number.
saying
hello:)
i was shocked.should i reply to him.It is wrong .No No..i saved his number as Smarth.and
me:-Hello
Even i have never shared this with my best friend. hmmmm i am having a best friend Anushka.
she is an idiot,a dumbo.but but i like her.
You are thinking about my boy friend.......NO NO NO.....NEVER
i am 22 years old..I know its strange.but i don't have any Boyfriend..not at all
Listen i am not fatty or ugly.Its just i don't want anyone.I love my family so much
OKey My crush.....feeling strange..that i am talking about him.
Chapter-1
We never met each other.He asked me to meet him.But i denied.You know he is love of Anushka. O yes my best friend Anushka
I don't know why the hell i started thinking of him.Actually its about one year ago,Anushka had a breakup,so used to call me daily and she used to weep daily about that Ex.And And she used to tell me daily that she had a friend who consoles her in the similar way like i do.Okeyy Let me tell you about one coversation
Anushka:-Yaar why the hell it happened with me
Me-Dont worry dear whatever happens that happens for the best.You are nice.God always does good to good persons.
Anushka:-You know what All what you told me. Smarth told me the same.He is just like you.He says exactly similar things like you.
Me:-ohh..who is Smarth
Anushka:-O yr i told you earlier he proposed me once.But i denied because of this idiot who just destroyed my life.But smarth is too good
Me:-yeah
Anushka just called me in the evening hey lavanya just come on group i have created.(she created a group of three members me,she and one more)
i checked my mobile phone
Anushka:-hey lavanya meet my childhood friend.parkash
Me:-(no reply)(i was thinking what is she doing who the hell he is)
One more message in group and the name was smarth
Smarth: hii
Me: O so smarth khanna is your childhood friend.
Smarth:-haha
Anushka:-hey lavanya meet smarth ..smarth meet lavanya.She is my best friend.On other window she is scolding me for creating this group.
smarth:Hey lavanya its not like that i just asked anushka about her best friend.Dont take things in the wrong manner:
Me:-no i am not saying anything.
smarth:okkey:)
(peace in the group)
Anushka:-Say something guys
Smarth:-I think your friend don't want to talk to me.
Anushka:-Haha..lavanya say something.
Me(at home):No,i am actually not at home.i will talk to you later.
Smarth:Okkey.
For few days i was behaving with him as he is a culprit or kidnapper. B'coz i was just like a sweet simple girl.who was a book-warm. A studious girl.Words like Boys,B.Fs were not part of my dictionary.I never got attracted towards anyone.My classmates used to tell me that you are strange.Girls used to ask me that are you a girl and boys.........omg.
One day karan asked me why dont you understand anything.Karan my classmate.He used to message me daily.He was helpful.but I was not having any kind of feeling for him.Like him i was having other friends who were always there for my help
Harmeet and vishal
Okkey..Now smarth 2 months we had conversations.I used to talk to him daily but only anushka used to be with us in group.We never communicated personally on personal chat window.
Once smarth sent a message in group
Smarth:-hey beautiful girls:
Me(Lavanya):=(i read but i did not reply.i was waiting for anushka to reply)
Smarth:- I think no one thinks that she is beautiful.
(again no reply.Anushka was busy i think)
after few days it became my habit to communicate with him.and now i was able to communicate in group without anushka as well.
After few more days ring of message became more important for me.
i never saved his number in my phone.
We never called each other as friends but we used to communicate.Once anushka got angry.As me and Smarth were just repying each other on group.She might felt bad.After that she did not send any message on the group. I sent a personal message.
Me:-hey anushka what happened
Anushka:-nothing.I am busy
Me:-Tell me, any problem??
Anushka:-No ,not at all
Me:okkey
after that smarth sent messages of hello ,where are you both
(No reply)
11:30 pm A message on my phone.
Message on my personal chat window by unsaved number.
saying
hello:)
i was shocked.should i reply to him.It is wrong .No No..i saved his number as Smarth.and
me:-Hello
